Have you ever thought of something you could not live without? Well imagine living without that thing. Going day by day living without something you need desperately. To some people, these things are music, cell phones, computers, ect. In my case, this thing is dance.
I was always dancing when I was on a team. Going through routines, working on technique, and just always thinking about how I can improve my dancing for the next performance. But what happens if there is no next performance? What happens if the season ends? Well that was the point where I had tryouts to be on the next, better team, taking a step up. During that period of time I knew that I was not the BEST dancer. And I knew that I had a lot of improvement to work on. I started out knowing that I was not going to make this team. I had no confidence and I was just doing it for fun, just to learn a new dance. But at the end of these tryouts I realized something. I love dance. What would happen if I didn’t make this team, And I could never dance again until the next year of tryouts? This is when I started to work my hardest. But I soon found out that it was too late to improve by 10 times to get up to the level of the best dancers in my grade. So here I am, sitting here while girls are crying because they did not make it, or other girls congratulating each other on their success. Everyone comes up to me saying “I’m sorry” and I act like I don’t care, like I didn’t intend to make it. When really I’m sitting here not saying a word. And holding my breath before I brake out. Once again, not showing my emotion to anyone.
